Lonely

Men suck; they're good for nothing,Men, they let you down
         Use & abuse you
& when they're done,
            They leave,
            No reason,
           Just leave,
           Never to be heard from again.
Men, they make you feel special
Then they'll leave you

Yet?

I need a man,
To love, so I can be loved
Me to love, so I can be complete
I can't say nice things to men,
in fact,
I'm down on men,
But yet I Want one, 
           Need one,
Except maybe if you want a baby,
Even then,
They'll soon become surpurfluss!

....Hate them all

So many people around me,
So many people I've met,
So many people to met
              Not one keeps in touch
              Not one asks me how I feel
              Not one really cares
I want to have close friends
I want to feel alive
I want to feel real
I want to laugh
               Care
               Smile
BE ME!


My biggest fear is,
                          Being alone
                          Growing old
            Dying without someone being around
         Never knowing love
     Never being close
Never being?

I feel so alone
              Ashamed
              Unloved
              Unwanted

I feel Fake
          Unreal
          Afraid
          Scared.

tags: poetry