I'm not what you think I am
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- Updated: 6 Oct 2008
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Friendship or Not?
posted Wed 01 May 02
I sit and wait, wondering if anyone will notice
Cut, being sick, not eating, self-loathing, self-hating
I don't want any fair whether friends
I want true friends
Not people who feel sorry for me
pity me
see me as a charity case
What do I do? Where do I go?
Who really cares?
I don't
Do they?
One real friend, who reads the signs, who I don't need to throw hints at, not asking to much........ am I?
....Obversly I must be
Hate my life
Hate what I've become
Live or die
Love or Hate
it's a decision I have to make
One way..... or the other....
What do I do?
what do I want?
The neverending questions
The answers just out of reach
My life is one big question mark
Fair weather friends
I don't need them;
I have plenty of
Those god awful Fair weather friends
What can I do?
What can I say?
To try and tell people
How they pissed me off today
Cut, being sick, not eating, self-loathing, self-hating
I don't want any fair whether friends
I want true friends
Not people who feel sorry for me
pity me
see me as a charity case
What do I do? Where do I go?
Who really cares?
I don't
Do they?
One real friend, who reads the signs, who I don't need to throw hints at, not asking to much........ am I?
....Obversly I must be
Hate my life
Hate what I've become
Live or die
Love or Hate
it's a decision I have to make
One way..... or the other....
What do I do?
what do I want?
The neverending questions
The answers just out of reach
My life is one big question mark
Fair weather friends
I don't need them;
I have plenty of
Those god awful Fair weather friends
What can I do?
What can I say?
To try and tell people
How they pissed me off today
write to me, don't be frightened... I don't bite....much!
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